Here at last

I have not posted a single thing for a very long time. I have been very busy and a lot is happening in my life and there is extras that come with life as well. By extras I mean my boyfriend. I love him very much but when I am not busy sorting my life I am busy fighting with him.

Sometimes I do not even know why I am fighting. I think a lot has to do with the fact that he is not getting a lot of work lately and money is on the scarce side but things are really fine. I say stupid things to him to make things worst. Yesterday he told me that his friend is going on holiday in Vietnam dont ask why that place and this is the guy who just closed a couple of millions worth deal. Guess what I said.
"Where are you going to find millions as well so that you can take me to these nice places as well"?
Im a fucken twat, I know

Death by television

I love my TV very much.I do not know how many articles i have read about side effects of television.If you watch it too much it makes you sad, anti social, obese....I do not care i love watching people live the life that i can only dream of.Imagine how i felt when i came back from work only to find out that i will not be watching any TV.There was no signal for my DSTV.Not knowing what else i could do i called Multichoice.After waiting for a few good minutes someone answered.I was still hopefull that i can watch Ugly Betty.I did as i was told , switch the decoder off and take the card off and take the card out and.....But nothing.Right before the lady who was helping me told me that i have to wait for the clouds to disappear and hope for a signal as there was something wrong with my decoder, she asked me if i wanted insurance on my decorder and if i wanted to change my payment options.This was all to make my life easier but i said thank you i will pay cash and will only take insurance on my decoder if i will be gauranted signal all the time.I knew this was not posible but i got the reaction i wanted.Silence.....its still a bit quite without tv ,my laptop will have to do for the night.Hopefully the clouds will disappear tomorrow.....

And then he was gone

I have been with my man for almost two years and to be honest i did not expect to be with him for this long.We started off as shag partners and things progressed from there and i couldnt be happier.Yes some hook ups end up being relationships...We have been living together for a couple of months and i love it.But now he might be moving away for work.I happy for him but not happy at the same time.I was the one sending him links for jobs so i am to blame.All i can think off is who is going to spoil me now.Cook for me and change towels in the bathroom and pack lunch for me.I know he spoils me and i didnt teach him anything think.He came well trained.If he goes i am going to miss him like crazy

Not so available guys continued

I had just met him and his girlfriend but I concluded that he was the one with issues. No self-respecting guy does that while his girlfriend is around .I did not get a chance to tell him that he is a freak but next time I will if no one beats me to it.

What's up with guys with girlfriends

I just started work a few days ago.The first few weeks were excactly what I expected.I met a lot of people and had to pretend that I still remember their names when I bump to them in the corridors. But I dont; all I am interested in is finding someone I like so that I can get to know who is who in that office. I am still looking... I was starting to feel bored at work with nothing much to do until I got a call front front desk. It was her (the girl at reception) asking me out for lunch.

I must admit I have not been taking lunch for the past few weeks that I have been staying there only because I never saw anyone leave their desks. As the new girl, I did not want to start a new thing. But this time I just agreed to go with Samantha. If anyone knows how the office is run it's her.

It was a good thing I agreed to go to lunch. She was with her other friend, Charmaine, who works in the same buiding. I scored myself an invite to a party. It was a Friday so I agreed to go. I was a bit nervous about going out with people I had just met but took comfort knowing that they will be drinking and I will be drinking too and that will take care of our nerves.

As soon as we got there I was introduced to the boyfriends. They were a bit touchy-feely for my liking. After a few drinks one of the boyfriends even asked for my numbers. This made me a bit uncomfortable. I wanted to tell him was that he should leave me alone and dance with his girlfriend. But I did not know how much alcohol he had and I did not want to make a scene, so I changed the topic. But that was not the end. The guy was practically harassing me and I did not like it one bit.

Finally i have decided to attempt to blog.Im sure it will be better than going through all the dirty chat sites and save me from viruses.